Kisses to You Always

1:33 AM Him: so how was the bar?

 me: fine

 Him: you could have stayed in with me insted

 me: I do that enough.

 Him: Cause sitting bars all the time is any better!

1:34 AM me: Nope, not that easy. Been there.

  One thing has nothing to do with the other. But if it pleases you so, then lash.

 Him: im not lashing at all

 me: Good. It doesn't sound like fun

1:35 AM Him: im telling you what my insecurities

  are

  and thats what I get is denyed

 me: i know that triggers more insecurity and I'm sorry.

1:36 AM I get it, but I also get that whoever I'm with needs to be secure in everything and understand who i am and that I am careful with what i have and, well,, you see

 Him: haha

  good luck with that

 me: I can give reassurance. I can

  Yeah, thanks

 Him: I would like to meet this person, cause he doesn't exist

 me: Fuck that.

1:37 AM Him: bars are for being social, meat markets

 me: Love is not a binding thing. It is about knowing that it's there and respecting and understanding that you are both protecting it at all costs.

  FUCK BARS

  IS THAT WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT?

 Him: protecting by taking more of a risk?

  pushing the limits

1:38 AM me: I'll not be chained to a wall!
Protecting by protecting. If you don';t get it, then fuck it.

 Him: I get it, but im a man, I know what happens

 me: It's so fucking simple really.

  Whatecr

  whatevr

  whatever

 Him: does it make you feel wanted knowing men are staring at you

  wanting you

 me: you know nothing

  nothing at all

 Him: fuck you

 me: fuck you

  do you realizer what you just said?

  DO you have ANY FUCKING IDEA?

1:39 AM Him: I know damn well, telling me I know nothing

  who the fuck are you./

 me: I don't go to fucking bars to be stared at. If that's what you think, then fuck you, too. But thanks for the kind words.

 Him: you dont even have the balls to talk to me honestly

 me: Fuck this. I don't want to fight.

1:40 AM Him: im not even fighting with you

 me: Enough

 Him: not even mad

 me: Yes, well I am. And it sucks.

 Him: im sorry

  that i didnt mean to do

 me: Enough. Enough. Enough.

  Going.

 Him: run then, run away

1:41 AM me: thanks. always kind.

 kisses to you always