Walking Away

4:34 PM Her: Sugar cream!

4:35 PM me: Cupcake!

4:36 PM Her: News? How goes that heart?

 me: My heart is stoopid. I'm donating it to science.

4:37 PM Her: Do I have to slap your ass, shuggs? Or do I have to kick some boy booty? What ails you, sugarplum? All hearts are stupid. That's why they aren't minds.

4:38 PM me: Don't want it. Won't have it.

4:39 PM Her: Are you going to tell me what's going on? Who's messing with my shuggs?

 me: Just me, cupcake. Always me. No one messes with me but me. You know that.

4:40 PM I won't let them.

 Her: That's not true at all, but you are your worst enemy, sugar. That much is true.

 me: I suck

4:41 PM bitch

  cunt

  whore

  shit

 Her: All beautiful, except the shit. Now tell me what he did.

4:42 PM me: Nothing. He did nothing at all.

   That's not even a complaint. Nothing to do with him.

 Her: Sugar, enough already. Spill the beans. He must have done something. You don't sound like the same woman in love.

4:43 PM me: I am not, cupcake. He did nothing. 

4:44 PM Her: Nothing?

4:45 PM me: Nothing.

4:46 PM Everything ends. Sometimes you end first.

4:47 PM I did not end first this time.

 Her: I see.

4:48 PM me: I see. It is a shame. A crying shame. 

 Her: No crying. No shame in love.

 me: No love in shame.

  Isn't anything worth keeping around?

4:49 PM I'm tired of walking away.

 Her: So stay. But I can't now, shuggs. Got to go.

 me: Love you, sweetness. You, I'll never leave.

 Her: I know. Just don't stop trying. Don't stop loving.

4:50 PM me: Never